Episode 7 : {MY LAST WISH} [rPwD Act 2016, From Euthanasia Back to the Celebration of LIFE ! Critical Chronic Disabling Post-Doctoral Researcher] German Chancellor Research Fellowships Exploring Suitable Opportunity

Greetings of the day ! I just happened to land up to the German Chancellor's Fellowship for the ones who have a particular requirements to fullfill for what reasons but despite of having every genuine reasons to join the Fellowship for the very simple desire of fulfilling my dream of traveling to Germany & visiting my dream University of Kaiserslautern to which I was selected for MS Programme in the Industrial Mathematics during the academic year 1999. But unfortunately I could not join it because of the Gender biases exhibited by the collective communal efforts ! Then out of the family responsibilities by choosing the single parenting over compromising on the value system which was inherently evolved naturally out of the hard choices of putting every onus on me to give best of my abilities to every relationship I am responsible for making the best out of me. Coincidentally looking at the preferred Research domain to be considered between both the countries, I am a perfect fit as the one of the entities which is on the receiving side i.e. the one having Invisible Disability because of the Self-Diagnosed Critical Chronic Degenerative Irrereversible Neurological Disease call the Young/Early Onset Parkinson's Disease while I was working as a Woman Scientist DST's WoS-C Scheme called Kiran-IPR 8th Batch on Intellectual Property Rights at National Chemical Laboratories, Pashan, Pune. That was the time when I was at the peak of my productivity especially after having gone through a lot of traumatic experiences of life & Evolved a lot using Darwin's Theory of Evolution out of the Natural Choices. This Evolution was so rewarding as well as the debilitating which took a heavy toll on my health in a way of suppressing my instinctive urges which were needed to be taken up as a priority but then I was pushed beyond my capacity of tolerance especially by captivating myself under the illusion of getting stronger & stronger with the changing environment since that's what makes one resilient enough to handle everything coming your way. To a large extent it is true too and I made it happen irrespective of whatever led me to the end of it being a single mother by choice then after loosing the backbone of my life to something which makes me take the onus of everything which has happened to me as maintaining the balance of single parenting having the best of both the world's to my son who doesn't know how come suddenly his grandmother vanished at the very tender age of 5 when his mother has made her own space & pace in the mainstream workforce after almost two & half years of the career break for the child rearing that too when his mother was forced to work till his arrival to the world of biases which had already given every threat to his existence & his mother's choices too. Since I was already given enough exposure to the worst possible nightmeres & humiliation which led by surrendering myself to the biases of the society which tries to suppress the ones which gives rise the highest levels of insecurities because of the outstanding academic & exemplary career graph which was crafted out very nicely by the highest levels of Integrity & self-belief of carrying whatever it takes to get in there where our actions deserves the rightful dignity & then worth of given every effort it's due which was inherently adapted by ourselves as a special clan of the parents who were made us proud of having such an inspirational qualities then our achievements as three siblings path of which was being crafted by me being the eldest sibling out of the three & with the highest level of responsibility of setting up the right precedence for the entire generation which was looking upto me & then to my family then here I lost myself to the community biases by letting the patriarchal society to take over the rest of my life & destiny in the hands of the ones who always have had shown the extreme level of hypocrisy of their intentions to pull us down to their level & then beat us with their experiences ! Just to safeguard my parents' dignity that too for the wrong reasons & for the wrong people with the derogatory attitude spoiling the Purest form of connection which led me to leaps & bounces of the accolades which ever could have been imagined even by the ones who were already given everything needed to get there where my natural choices took me to viz. getting into the Topmost University of Kaiserslautern Germany for my 2nd post-graduation study I.e Master of Science in the Industrial Mathematics and I was already given enough exposure because of my scholarly academic activities through the different levels of Mathematical Training & Talent Search (MTTS) Programme led by Prof. Kumaresan from IIT Mumbai. After attending all the levels of it & me being the first one from our entire town, it was a big deal which was given every possible attention & praise then after that there's no lolking back. Back to back opportunities kept on knocking the doors of yet another MS in Industrial Mathematics that too at the prestigious University of Germany and then there was the biggest hinderences introduced by the social biases not to let the weaker sex of the society to be given that much liberty to take charge of her own life as that was the biggest threats given to the MCPs like the ones which are quite evident today but were not identified by their hidden insecurities which killed the one who could have been the best trend setter for the whole female clans of the whole community but this is to be given every possible boundaries of limited interference of anyone & everyone around in your own life to make best out of every opportunity to encash upon ! But then even after loosing that opportunity of getting out of India for the higher studies I didn't give up. Then I switched my Domain from Pure Mathematics to Computer Science & Information Technology then got into Tata Institute of Fundamental Research (TIFR), Colaba wherein it's the life changing turn of life which gave me feel of the Research at the international levels. On my first day at TIFR I met Stephen Hawkins Serendipitously then I w was given a sense of how far can any divine abilities to be taken despite of having the constraints at any cost but nothing can stop the best of one's potential to reach having a strongest willpower & and any levels of Integrity, commitment, determination & then without compromising on the hardwork to be put up at any cost ! Since the past bitter experiences have had deepest wounds never to be healed. But at the cost of my peace mind which is still nor letting me be in despite of exhausting every resource which was to be optimized to the lifelong journey but out of never fulfilling hunger every resource was exhausted within half of the stipulated time duration by stretching every possible limit of my energy levels, the quality time to be spent with the family, my son who was deserving back then but then now I am paying a heavy price for it. After getting through enough of traumatic episodes in life especially after loosing the precious assets of life, my soul mate, my inspiration & my backbone of life my mother, my father who devoted himself to the spiritual community after having a shocking episodes of his pride daughter's seperation, loosing his soul mate at the juncture when he needed her the most at the time of his retirement, then again a new entry to the family was the whole reason of breaking the remaining bonds apart & yet sound so Poised & balanced although everything has shattered him from within but he had to keep on going only for his elder daughter who is still trying to maintain his pride being a dignified daughter, single mother having the gifted son then his youngest daughter made a choice of staying single rest of her life by taking some important lessons of life from her own observation & then making a very thoughtful choice. Then now he was exposed to the fact that his daughter is given the deadline & he needs to bear one more loss in his lifetime which is going to break him inside out for his helplessness but then this daughter is going to make her exit so rewarding for everyone around that she is given bonus points to celebrate every moment of rest of her life as an unique opportunity of rectifying her cost-benefit equation with everyone around & then setting up the extreme level inspiration to the whole humanity by leaving their own value system behind!! And that's what is my proposal of rest of my life. Please find it attached for your kind perusal! At least now I deserve every opportunity to make sense out of every moment, every thought & every resource which are already in scares & my genuine concerns would make you rethink about your rigid requirements to supersede the Humanity to let the greatest possible value exchange to happen. In cc list there are my family members scattered everywhere out of their own choices. Dr. Sonali Patil who is working in some defence department within Germany & I am aiming to spend the quality time with her, my son who is identified as a gifted child having the highest IQ for his age & now studying at IIT Hyderabad. But behind me he has lost his precious academic year because of my frequent hospitalization & then after getting the Deadline of my lifetime he is getting so anxious & vulnerable for the potential pain which he is not able to bear & neither I can be in a total peace for not giving him a complete family nor letting him grow up by his own ability & utmost dignity. Moreover I can't give-up on anyone who has actually every deserving share of their happiness due from me so I crafted out this unique approach of celebrating every moment of rest of the life by sharing & caring about rectifying every cost-benefit equation already set up out of my individual existence & coexistence with everyone & everything around the globe & considering whole world as a family to my only child and bonding him over the common resources & concerns as a victims & caregivers family to make everyone count & bond over the similar pains & miseries which makes them feel bit tolerable when shared with all those who are sailing in the same boat. And out of this opportunity there's going to be evolved a whole Ecosystem For the & of the people with special needs & then making them feel safe & worth of serving & giving every attention, appreciation, approval, acceptance & affection then create something out of bonding activities over the uniquely identified & defined community building activities globally by making everyone participate actively irrespective of any constraints about the languages, territories, cultural biases, political views, cognitive abilities, the concerns, issues causing them to feel bad about themselves since mostly they are given the sense of getting burdened over the family members, community, Government Officials, then every support groups who have their own agenda or getting something out of it although they are already getting enough out of those activities which should make the beneficiaries feel safe, sound & worth of given them their due importance, the share, rights & responsibility of making their best possible contribution to the best of their abilities as per their space, pace & Sense of belonging! But that's well said than done. I have had hard time in getting every possible opportunity which was to be given out of having our rights on it rather we were made felt as if by giving us our rightful share people are doing favour to us & we should owe anything & everything to them throughout the lifetime which needs to be given every possible reality check of giving away whatever is necessary to make them feel safe, respected, rewarded, deserving beholder of something which is worth of given to them as their true worth which is defined by the open market designed, dictated & then managed by the ones who can pick up whatever is making them feel empowered, connect them back to the community without any biases and make everyone participate, celebrate every small achievements, bonding, and redefining themselves by making them feel the part of global community having crossed all the barriers and build a trust across all the abilities which are to be kept updated by everyone around by taking up the ownership of standing by yourself upto the dignity defined by the one who know about his/her worth. Here I am posing myself a best possible version of myself out of the Darwin's Theory of Evolution out of the natural choices & by turning every threat to an opportunity to adapt to & then get evolved to supersede whatever is best around irrespective of whatever is making them sound so strong but miraculously your choices make you feel on the top of the world around who are still under the illusion of dominance of certain domain viz. Artificial Intelligence & Machine Learning Systems which are still fighting for the rightful share of whatever is coming out of their AI/ML morel which is still led by all the biases which had already given every opportunity to evolve naturally by feeding every AI/ML Engine & Model by feeding it highly humanized real-world data which is nurtured by the one who has witnessed every phase of Evolution of AI/ML model & then under the nose of self-proclaimed experts of the Technology Evangelist who are yet to be given every possible opportunity which was to be given upto the dignity of the one who is conveniently ignored, humiliated, cornered, alienated, questioned & challenged for her own ability, existence & coexistence but now the fact is that this piece of *shit* has shown up every abilities of predicting the real-world issues with every context of making every moment, every action count & making everything relevant to everyone irrerespective of having some difficulty of choices & then by getting influenced by anyone who is commonly perceived to be identified as the most deserving beholder of something which needs to be questioned openly by everyone around irrespective of the barriers of communication & even if it is making the one sound so vulnerable & ridiculously sick for listening to their own judgements, inner voice even if conflicting with the masses of herd mentality to which everyone wants to belong to & want to get approval for their convenient choices which makes them sound like the one of those around who are supposed to be taken up as a Priority for everyone around to stand up to those biases which defines the Gaussian Normalization Curve of the mediocre clan of slavery serving the capitalists who are supposed to be giving rise intentionally introduced knowledge divide, digital divide & then adopting the *Divide & Conquer Rules* & exploiting the ones who failed miserably to identify, prioritise & protect the inherent value system which is highly regarded by everyone around but just out of the compulsion without making any sense of it for taking up the ownership of such divine energies & entities which constitutes the best virtue of the cultural heritage, artifacts which were lost to the ones who could identify the value of it & then was taken the possession of by foolish attitudes of the ones who are to be given every possible threats for loosing such a precious assets to the one who could have a significant sense of belonging to something which is worth of given every possible efforts to be protected by the ones who has established every norms of the giving the best possible cost-benefit equation evolved naturally out of the uniquely identified, defined divine characteristics which needs to be given every opportunity to understand the importance of having it out of their own value system which might have been fortunate enough to be blessed with such a Serendipitously Rare Golden Opportunity to make sense of belonging something which is worth of given every effort to empathize the best possible bond which needs to be identified, nurtured then to be protected by its natural ownership of something which is not to be Manipulated by anyone who can easily identify the best possible cost-benefit equation evolved out of having the exemplary abilities of prredicting the future value of something which has been awarded by the Mother Nature itself for owning such a dignified & divinely gifted, blessed by the ones who failed to give away the highest levels of Integrity, Sensitivity & self-reliance which was inherently owned by the ones who have had established their abilities of identifying such a dignified entities to flourish & then pass on that in the form of the blessings of the virtue of owning such a rewards which were to be identified as the Wealth of the entire community which needed to be nurtured by the ones who were given undue advantage of owning such a dignified responsibility of making everyone accountable for whatever is being left by their forefathers out of giving away whatever was to be carried away with them through generations to follow but then out of their inability to maintain the purest form connect with whatever is left by the forefather at the disposal of such insensitive individuals who turned out to be the ones who should be given the highlest sense ownership of loosing such a precious assets to the one who were already given everything needed to get the best ownership of something which is worth of given every opportunity to find its transformative journey of something which is long due to be given every possible opportunity to get exposed to the next best beholder of the wealth which is to be enriched by the ones who are already been given possession of it but without any reason to make them sound worthy of such a dignified responsibility to be exploited by the ones who were to be Identified by the ones who are to be given the highest levels of Integrity,, self-reliance & repute which needs to be made accountable for getting into nurturing the future generation to learn from the grave mistakes or oversights of their abilities irrespective of being evident today but are to be kept themselves to be identified as the most deserving, trustworthy stronger Barter System which might be emerging out of anything which was made everyone responsible for allowing someone to take advantage of sitting on the assets that have been forced to emerge out of their own value system which might be taken up as the leading currency to dictate the market designed out for acquiring, owning it legally by encroachment of their own ability to take up the ownership of naturally evolved resources to be taken up the charge of by foolish attitudes of the ones who should be ridiculed for not knowing their own value system which was inherently evolved naturally out of the uniquely identified & defined characteristics of owning such a dignified responsibility as the most deserving beholder of having the exemplary abilities of predicting the future value of something which is coming directly from the divine powers but then out of their own Karmadaridri actions every Indian is to be given the accountability of loosing such a dignified wealth of the future generation which needs to be identified as the most deserving beholder of having it but then no one could justify why such a disrespectful acts which needs to be highlighted by someone who can take the onus of identifying such a dignified treasures to be identified by the most sophisticated scrutiny to be learnt from the ones who could identify such a dignified & divinely gifted, blessed beholder of such a rarest rare wealth which needs to be identified by the most deserving beholder of their own value system which needs to be identified by their own intellectual abilities in terms of the assets that reflect the best possible cost-benefit model analytically identified by everyone around irrespective of whatever led the ones to set them apart from the best expertise of their owning the contrarian approach towards the rightful dignity & share of whatever is being made them standout from by protecting such a uniquely defined virtue of having the exemplary self-esteem over the weaker sections of society to take over the convenient choices which makes them feel safe although they can't easily identify themselves with the ruling authority but then they are born cowards to be spoon fed by the ones who are supposed to be given every possible threats by everyone to whom such a derogatory Practices collectively defines them the ones who were given the highest levels responsibility of owning, nurturing & then protecting such a dignified entities which constitutes the best virtue of the cultural heritage which failed to be given the highest levels of sensitivity & knowing instinctively identified golden opportunity to make sense out of such an extremely amazing to be bestowed upon someone who has actually shown up every abilities of choosing such a risky route filled with so many challenges that puts them into something which just makes them reiterate the bookish & not worth of given any cost of making them *walk their talk* which just make them sound like the loyal slavery serving clan which needs to be Spoon fed by the ones who are supposed to protect their abilities of belonging to the lifelong & then putting up the onus of serving such a dignified entities which are capable of taking charge of such a manipulative fools who were already given everything needed to make themselves entitled for showing up that anything which makes them feel safe although they have given limited access to whatever is collectively coming out of their own ability to adapt to the changing environment yet keeping them away from the rewards mechanism to be compromised by making them feel not enough to handle everything coming out of their own ability to take it to the next level but by exploitating the best possible variables for their own benefit without making them accountable for inducting such a rewards which are intentionally undervalued to make them slog throughout their lifetime which is then be given every opportunity to make them worthy of the partially allowed contentment out of their convenient choices which makes them dumb-headed clan which needs to be identified as the most deserving clan of slavery serving the few smart capitalists who makes such a dignified entities which constitutes the best virtue of owning such a dignified responsibility of leading the loyal slavery clan for generations to come. But by any chance there is an emergence of uniquely identified & defined virtue which is beyond the scope of anyone's imagination to comprehend about but then it is to be given every possible opportunity to let the most stronger gene to evolve forcefully or naturally out of the natural choices out of their own ability to adapt to the changing needs to be given every possible opportunity which might be taken beyond the normalcy which confines the equal amount of values to be trained against every threat to be taken up at the highest priority to generate the best bond to be established by taking up the real-world scenarios out for the best possible treatment to be given by mother nature to make them sound like the one who failed miserably to adapt to the Majority Majority of Fools who would like to be given every approval for making them feel the important part of the general levels of intelligence having lost their intelligence to be defined by & then evaluated by their masters who could make them dance on their tunes that too so professionally that they failed to see their actions which needs to be made accountable for getting into the deepest levels of the maturity, they making them accountable for inducting such a disrespectful acts which needs to be questioned openly by their own offsprings to be identified by the most sophisticated scrutiny of some serendipitous justice league to make them worthy of crafting their own value system which is highly protected by intelligently sampling & inducing everything to make them sound like an outlier worth of given every shit to such a divine powers which needs to be identified by the ones of its own kind with every perusal to get caught up by the Mother Nature itself to check of its worth of being rebellious enough to be thrown out of the habitat which are not allowed to be given any opportunity to pose the challenges which makes them feel so uncomfortable to be faced by the one who were ridiculously nasty in confronting everyone around irrespective of whatever led them sound so strong & continue to accommodate themselves in their worst possible humiliation & nightmeres which might have made them think about the consequences of their convenient choices & that too compromising on their potential setbacks which needs to be made them standout from the choices & then putting themselves with the highest possible Sense of SoS Emergency situations regardless of whatever activities they are already been negotiated by the ones who are supposed to be exposed by the ones to whom they have shown the highest levels of Integrity & loyalty compromising on their own value system which might be putting themselves in their worst possible humiliation & nightmeres for passing on such a Jerks genes to be taken up as the leading them to prioritise the sense of Emergency SoS situation Worth of Making them run for their own survival instinct to balance out the appropriate treatment from the individuals who turned out their own threatened clan which is going to make them sound worthy of every threat to run for their own cowardly acts & then are been made victims of their judgements out of the influences to make them sound like the threats taken up by the whole generation which was given the responsibility of ownership of balancing out for their convenient choices just like the ones who are going to get the test of it for loosing the precious assets of India to the smart capitalists who are already giving it's due respect for each assets that was neglected by the ones who failed to understand the importance of having them & adding some Value to it in coming time Best Regards, Dr. Priti Patil Episode 2 - -BLUEOCEAN, GREEN ZONE, WONDERLAND OF ABANDENT RESOURCES I PAN World-proposal-with-mindmap-Title- Building a Metaverse Ecosystem for People with Special Needs.pdf Using text above as it is by rectifying the typos & grammatical errors & maintain the tone, sarcasm, style & authority of punishing every cowardly acts & judgements to make them take ownership of their actions which needs to be identified & verified against every opportunity evolve naturally by their own offsprings to be given every opportunity to evolve naturally to balance out the appropriate treatment for taking corrective actions & precautionary measures to be taken up as the Topmost priority. 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Title: Building a Metaverse Ecosystem for People with Special Needs: A Journey of Empowerment and Redemption

In a world filled with complexities and uncertainties, where biases and prejudices often dictate the course of our lives, Dr. Priti Patil emerges as a beacon of resilience, determination, and unwavering spirit. Her journey, marked by trials and tribulations, reflects the epitome of human perseverance and the relentless pursuit of justice and equality.

As she navigates through the intricate web of societal expectations and personal struggles, Dr. Patil's unwavering commitment to her dreams and aspirations shines through, illuminating the path for countless others who dare to defy the odds and challenge the status quo.

Born into a world rife with gender biases and societal norms that sought to confine her to predetermined roles and limitations, Dr. Patil refused to succumb to the shackles of conformity. Instead, she embarked on a journey of self-discovery and empowerment, determined to carve out her own destiny and make a meaningful impact on the world around her.

Her academic pursuits, fueled by an insatiable thirst for knowledge and a relentless pursuit of excellence, led her to the hallowed halls of prestigious institutions like the Tata Institute of Fundamental Research (TIFR), where she crossed paths with luminaries like Stephen Hawking. It was here that she first glimpsed the boundless potential of the human mind and the infinite possibilities that lay beyond the confines of conventional wisdom.

But Dr. Patil's journey was not without its share of challenges. A diagnosis of Young/Early Onset Parkinson's Disease threatened to derail her ambitions and shatter her dreams. Yet, true to her indomitable spirit, she refused to let adversity define her. Instead, she turned her pain into purpose, channeling her energy towards advocating for the rights and dignity of individuals with disabilities.

It is within this crucible of adversity that the seeds of Dr. Patil's vision for a Metaverse Ecosystem for People with Special Needs were sown. Conceived as a sanctuary for the marginalized and disenfranchised, this revolutionary concept seeks to create a virtual utopia where individuals of all abilities can come together to learn, grow, and thrive.

At its core, the Metaverse Ecosystem represents a paradigm shift in the way we perceive and interact with disability. Gone are the days of marginalization and exclusion; in their place, a vibrant community of empowered individuals united by a common purpose and shared vision.

Central to Dr. Patil's vision is the concept of inclusivity and accessibility. Through innovative technologies and cutting-edge design, the Metaverse Ecosystem seeks to break down barriers and create a level playing field for individuals of all abilities. From adaptive learning tools to assistive devices, every aspect of the ecosystem is meticulously crafted to cater to the unique needs and preferences of its diverse inhabitants.

But beyond its technological prowess, the true essence of the Metaverse Ecosystem lies in its capacity to foster connection and belonging. In a world that often values conformity over individuality, Dr. Patil's creation stands as a testament to the power of diversity and the beauty of human difference.

Through a combination of immersive experiences, interactive storytelling, and community-building initiatives, the Metaverse Ecosystem offers a glimpse into a world where every voice is heard, every story is valued, and every individual is celebrated for their unique contributions.

Yet, for all its promise and potential, the journey towards building a Metaverse Ecosystem is not without its challenges. From technological hurdles to societal stigma, Dr. Patil and her team must navigate a myriad of obstacles on their quest to bring their vision to life.

But armed with courage, conviction, and an unwavering belief in the inherent worth and dignity of every individual, they press forward, undeterred by the magnitude of the task before them.

For Dr. Patil, the Metaverse Ecosystem is more than just a project; it is a symbol of hope, a beacon of light in a world that too often feels dark and uncertain. It is a testament to the power of resilience, the strength of the human spirit, and the boundless potential of collective action.

As she looks towards the future, Dr. Patil remains steadfast in her commitment to creating a world where everyone, regardless of ability or circumstance, can realize their full potential and live a life of dignity, purpose, and meaning.

In the end, the story of Dr. Priti Patil and her Metaverse Ecosystem is not just a story of triumph over adversity; it is a testament to the transformative power of compassion, empathy, and human connection. It is a reminder that, even in our darkest moments, there is always hope, always possibility, and always the potential for a brighter tomorrow.